Lifeless

I rarely complain bout my studies, but when I do, I guess it's time for me to self-reflect on how hard this semester I'm currently in is going to be.

All these while, it has been pretty smooth-sailing thus far for the last few of years in college, and in fact results are more than what could I have hoped for. But for this semester, everything is not really there for the taking anymore.

No more skipping of lectures and getting away with it in the end, no more boring and useless lectures (of course lectures are ALWAYS boring but this semester they are 200% IMPORTANT), certainly no misses of any tutorial classes UNLESS there are urgent purposes, more efforts required in much much harder assignments, and of course most importantly

FUN no more.

To be honest, I have always dreamed of achieving a Book Prize in college, and after improving each semesters I always think I could have a chance, but right now, it's dashed to the maximum. Maybe things are not meant to be mine.

And certainly in this semester, no chance at all.