Scrappy

After 4 months of chatting in class in front of the lecturers, the devil-may-care attitude, totally no concerns until the day arrives, the play-and-study days in Hong Kong, and certainly the really really last minute work, I got my results.

Just 1 word: RELIEVED.

Honestly telling you, this is my worst results EVER since I entered college. EVER.

But in fact, I feel the happiest and the most satisfying.

Okay I may be a content person as many of you would know me, but all these while I DO show lots of concern in my exams. But this time I knew, certain things are not in my hands.

In fact, I am really happy to scrap through, as my business plan and the Hong Kong trip really took a lot of my time away. I do not wish to find excuses for myself, but it's so easy to be distracted especially when you are into something big. =)

Especially the Hong Kong trip, if I see it in a bad way, the trip came at the worst time possible as it's just the week before exam, but if I look at it positively, it came at an almost perfect timing as only my MA paper was deferred, and with this kind of result in the end, I feel comfortable. To be honest, how to put 100% of your mind when you are in the middle of a trip?

So, I am satisfied. I do not wish to compare myself with others. Say what you want whether I am bright or not, I am never a bright student anyway. For those of you who already got fantastic results but still not satisfied, please think of people around you.

Of course I am not saying going for the best is wrong, but sometimes, a lot of others would want what you already dislike. Also, you think you put in effort, and not getting what you deserved is heartache, but actually sometimes things are out of your control.

The same goes to how you handle life. Over the past few weeks my pastor has been talking about how to handle your life when things seem to be against you. Learn to appreciate what you have, as others may not even dare to dream of having. God is fair as He gives you up and downs.

I had mine too.

Also, if you can see things in both perspectives, the world would be brighter for you. =)

Tagged Again

Today's connection is really bad *@#&*&*&*&*&. MSN down, blogger's slow in loading. Sigh

And my exam's coming soon. I'm one of the odd ones taking the late MA paper. Lol.

But anyhow, I'll do a fast tag for the person who tagged me. See, despite such bad connection I still do it for you. Be happy =P

First of all, the person was the person who is now taller than me. AHHHHH! =P

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


So strict =S

Anyway, here it is:

Starting time: 11.56 pm
Name : Oh please
Sisters: -
Brothers: 1 elder
Shoe size: mostly 9
Height: 170cm (never felt like being taller lol)

Where do you live: Taman Bukit Maluri
Favourite drinks: Sparkling juice, and a glass of classy red wine =) and of course, Malaysians' favourite (Teh O'Ais Limau)
Favourite breakfast: Nothing in particular. Malaysia has too many choices of food lol.

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes, just recently for the first time (don't laugh)
Swam in the ocean: Snorkelled
Fallen asleep at school: I don't think I need to answer LOL
Broken someone's heart: Never dare, and I WON'T! =P
Fell off your chair: All in primary
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes I did.
Saved e-mails: Saved is because I'm lazy to delete them lol.

What is your room like: Should I put a picture?
What's right beside you: Four walls staring at me.
What is the last thing you ate: Books (literally LOL)

Ever had chicken pox: Thankfully yes
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: ?!?!!!??!

Do you believe in love at first sight: I always believe in true love =)
Like picnics: Never tried
Who was, were the last person you danced with: Pretib, Boey. Zhen Han, Meiyi, Ee Loo (fine it's clubbing LOL)
Last made you smile: Who else? =)
You last yelled at: Myself

Today did you
Talk to someone you like: You bet! =P
Kissed anyone: I WISH! LOL
Get sick: Of course not.
Talk to an ex: I'm not that player =P
Miss someone: Definitely, and always
Eat: unless I wish to be on diet. Swt.

Best feeling in the world: Being loved by God and loving others.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: No, but I wish to try one day
What's under your bed: Floor larrrrrrrr LOL
Who do you really hate: You mean what I hate?
What time is it now?: 12.07 am

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: SURELY
Do you have any siblings: Why is the question repeated?
Do you want children: Big possibility
Do you smile often: With great people around me, I don't think I have a choice =)
Do you like your hand-writing: No comments XD
Are your toe nails painted: I'm a guy.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My bed is the best
What color shirt are you wearing now: White
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Having dinner
I can't wait till: the end of MA exam.
When did you cry last: Private. Lol.

Are you a friendly person: Your call
Do you have any pets: Used to have dogs
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Few time zones away =P Hehehe
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: Everything
Do you sleep with the TV on?: I'm not paying the electrity bill so no way.
What are you doing right now?: What do you think I'm doing?

Have you ever crawled through a window?: LOL
Can you handle the truth?: It depends, but I think I could.
Are you too forgiving?: Depends who you are.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mother.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Myself

How many people can you say you've really loved?: I love out of willingness, so no limit to this =)

Do you eat healthy?: Yes believe it or not? LOL
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: I said I didn't have ex.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Hmmm
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: People I trust.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Definitely................... soft =P
Are you confident?: In certain areas

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Going to school
2. Crying in class XD
3. Being childish
4. Wearing children's clothes
5. Begging mom for more food lol. =P

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Study MA.
2. Watch series for the last time lol.
3. Finish off this tag.
4. No more ideas
5. Yes I don't

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Chocolate
2. TIGER'S BISCUIT! LOL
3. Orea biscuits
4. Chewing gum
5. The four things above are enough to make me fat.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. H
2. E
3. L
4. P
5. others =) and of course, plenty more.

5 of my bad habits:
1. Cursing sometimes LOL
2. Quite forgetful
3. Likes to sleep late.
4. Can get emotional quite easily
5. The common word, laziness

5 places I have lived in:
1. My house DUH
2. Genting
3. Marco Polo Hotel (lol bit showing off HAHAHA)
4. Cousin's house
5. Jungle.

5 jobs I've had:
1. Auditing trainee
2. Data-entry
3. Selling ice-cream (for school, those good old days =))
4. Scanner LOL
5. Student (o.O) - studying is hard job ( I agree with you on this LOL)

5 people I tag:

Whoever wants to do. =)

Time's Changed

It really does you know.

I'm back by the way, with my mind full of plots from the TVB series. Should I spoil your mood by posting some here? =P Hahaha.

I was blog-hopping and I saw some of my friends blogging bout their lives in the past, and I can't help but to think of mine too. It's not only myself, but those people around me.

One example. The writer of http://www.saltyfruits.blogspot.com/ (what a stupid name =P lol kidding)

Don't be shocked to see your "lovely" picture here XD

The one flashing her megawatt smile is her.

She was my junior during my LEO days in secondary school. As naughty as she can be, she was still a brilliant LEO. And back then, she was STILL shorter than me.

Until 2 days ago,

I had to tilt my head upwards bit when I saw her in pasar malam.

WHY MUST YOU BE SO TALL NOW HUH? *#&*@#&@*&@*@^&@^&@#^&@#^

Lol. Sigh, time's changed. I feel shorter and shorter now nooooooooooooooooooo. I don't want to see any juniors of mine anymore I do not wish to feel the same again =P Lol.

Nah, actually, I have missed all of you though I may have lost contact with some. Just like me, all of them moved on after SPM to college life. Everyone's grown up now.

Also just recently, Sara was the first one from the gang to reach Adelaide to further her studies. I also didn't really remember how I started talking to her, but I first knew her as "Metallica" as she wore lots of metals few years ago. XD

Don't get me wrong okay, she's no gangster. =)

So we sent her off few days ago, and I did not realize how much I would miss her until she started to give her usual trademark chicken-like laughter before she left. Prior to that I did not hear that for ages, and when I heard it, I would miss it more.

Now that she's 3462 miles (or so she said) away from us, somehow it feels different when one of the gang leaves. But she seems enjoying her life there in Adelaide.

Hmph =P hahahahahaha.

I may not have been close to you over the years, but it's really a pleasure knowing you. All the best okay =D

Series Month

Was bit busy with gatherings recently, and also church events. Sometimes holidays are even busier than college days lol.

Of course, I'll be busy with LOTS of series also. =D Hehehehehehe.

FORENSIC HEROES 2, CSI: NY, HOUSE, CHUCK.

Wow I'm so spoilt of choices. =P

Lots of things to blog, but sometimes it's hard to vent out the words out from an overcrowded brain.

By the way, together with my friend Claryn, we have initiated a sports blog regarding on our views on sports today. The layout is still yet to be completed, but you can have a view first at Sportsmate.

You are free to give any comments in the site, and I hope you will enjoy it. =)

Where's The Dignity?

Malaysia is ALWAYS famous for coming out with bizarre incidents. It happens yet again this week.

Can't believe his luck.

I'm sure all of you recognize this figure. Back in the late 90's, if you remember, he was jailed for a charge on sodomy and subsequently lost his position as the Deputy Prime Minister. Years later in 2008, he worked his way up once again, and just few steps away from announcing himself as a contestant in the by-election,


THE SAME THING HAPPENED AGAIN.

Ladies and gentlemen, it takes a really foolish mind to not apprehend that an ambitious leader, who tirelessly worked his way up towards obtaining a respectable position in the politics, would want to screw all these up with another act of sodomization again.

Both incidents came from allegations from someone else.

What on earth is wrong with this country?

If speculations going around stating that the allegations on Anwar Ibrahim was to derail him completely from the political scene were true, then God knows what will happen to the dignity of this country.


WHERE ARE WE GOING TO HIDE OUR FACES?

Of course, I as a citizen have no rights to intervene on such political issues, but to me, the country is facing a downturn right now, especially after the price hike of petrol, and if we allow such speculations to continue spreading in the morning papers, it won't do the country any good at all.

Price hike, is still bearable, but if the government is involved in such conspiracy, as described by Anwar, then I have nothing to say.

May God show all of us the truth to avoid the innocent being harmed.