Self-reflection

There are certain things in life that are out of one's control.

And they are part of God's plans for us.

We as humans, tend to choose to ignore them.

Thinking that, we can overthrow His plans, bettering them.

But in actual fact,

We can't.

And when we can't, we blame Him, and everything else.

I am one of these people, especially recently.

This can only be explained by these few words:

I am not thankful to the Lord that I even have a chance to type in front of my laptop, right here at this very moment.

I should have realized this long time ago, yet I choose to be in denial, as I try to become the person I am not.

Forgive me O' Lord.