What's Next?

Hello again.

I'm glad I am actually able to sit down and have some personal time for myself, and doing what I used to love doing.

Blogging. But, it seems so long ago that almost everyone went crazy over blogging. Nowadays, I think it's kinda a waste of time lol. Not like anybody reads anyway.

I guess this is more of a time for me to reflect on myself. And I just realized how tired I am.

Career, at a standstill. Don't think I am performing.

Singlehood, yea still there.

Wealth, can be considered as a bit of a struggle. Fallen for someone which I don't see any possibility with.

Family, well, I guess I did not spend enough time with them this year.

Above all, relationship with God,

is... well, sliding downhill.

The faith that I used to have in righteousness, turns out weaker. I get absorbed in things that I know I should not get entangled in.

I have not been thankful to God, always questioning why this and that happened to me when rightfully, I should be able to see the hidden picture.

I have, at times fallen into the trap of society norm, instead of holding onto God's teachings in the Bible.

Is this an early-life crisis?

How can I reconcile my relationship with God again?