2012 - Year of Change?

475 days

was the number of days since I last wrote an alphabet in this long-forgetten site.

How's everybody?

I still thank you humbly if anyone of out there is still visiting this site (HAHA!), but yea,

it has been so long ago.

The change that is happening to me right now,

is frightening.

I felt like a loser, sceptical, stuck-up, and above all, I got further away from God.

What's happening to me?

At times I can just shut down on myself and refuse to see anyone, ANYONE, for the whole day.

I have NEVER felt this way before. Never.

Is it because of work? Or the people around that I see?

Or is it because I thought I was strong enough to handle everything yet I overdid it?

I don't know really.

Happy CNY everyone.

He Is Lord

August.

Was my last blog post. Haha just can't believe how times flies by.

How are you guys doing man? I know this blog can be considered as reduntant already, but I know some of you still drop by. Thanks a lot! =)

And YEP, it is now NOVEMBER. A month when I believe, a month to fear for auditors (or maybe it's just me LOL), and many more months down the road until next year.

Recently, I always wonder, why the hell am I here doing all these?

Thank God somehow your amazing Grace NEVER fails to inspire me. After listening to these songs, I believe I am here for a reason. However, there will be a time when I will stop, and God will guide me to that point one day =)





Yes, He is Lord. =D

On This Rainy Night...

Just maybe,

I am not the person for you.

But sometimes I wonder,

was it the right decision made?

Ah well, getting emo I think. Time to devote myself to God.

My Latest Addiction

It's been more than a month since I last blogged, yet again. I guess I have to admit that it is almost impossible keeping up in blogging especially when one starts his or her working life. =(

Nevertheless, it was a great weekend in the name of the Lord! :D The greatest thing in serving the Lord is that though there is nothing material in return, I take great pride in serving Him all the time =D Makes me feel more energized too!

Then things got better when I finally see Berbatov playing like a player he is FULLY capable of against Liverpool. And yes,

AFTER A SCARY PERIOD OF 15 MINUTES whereby a 2-goal-lead was let slip, MU finally clinched a victory against their fierciest rivals. YAY! =D =D

Ah well, another short post. I think I am beginning to realize how much I miss out in terms of keeping up with the topsy-turvy world around me. Haha. But, there is this one thing I MUST express myself on:

Presenting to you my LATEST addiction:

TABLE TENNIS!

As you guys may know, I am a sports enthusiast. But of all the sports out there, table tennis is one of the games in which I have the least interest in. This changed when I played for fun in my church camp few weeks ago, then from then, I fell in love with it! I think it interests me largely is because of the skills required to handle the game itself.

Hmmmm maybe I'll learn more by watching more videos on Youtube =P Lol.

Working tomorrow again bahhhhhhhh.

Admirable Ambition

Owh man it's really hard to keep up with blogging especially since I started working. Four months plus already in KPMG, without me realizing until I posted this. I'm on leave today, feels good! =P

Anyway, back to topic. I don't really draw inspiration from younger people (haha!) but I find it hard not to admire the ambition of this young Dutch individual. I was reading through newspaper (I did not take my own sweet time to read a piece of newspaper since working) and I saw the news about Laura Dekker, 14 (FOURTEEN?) who got the approval from the High Courts to sail around the world,

ALONE.

Introducing:

Laura Dekker on her voyage, Guppy

The whole journey will take 2 years, with the journey illustrated as below:

I don't know how many parents in the planet would allow their children to do such thing, but I find it DAMN COOL! Not only that, I find it really courageous from a 14-year-old. A typical teen in such age would just hide at home surfing Youtubes, while she will be away on sea, dealing with hurling winds and possibly, avoiding Carribean pirates (Johnny Depp?)

"I'm not really afraid. I'm really happy to sail." That's all she had to say before the journey.

Thank you Laura for inspiring me with your amazing courage. All the best and good luck! =D