God Knows

It's 12.15 am now, and for the first time in months, I feel the time is moving really slowly.

I'm not enjoying it actually, in fact it's so torturing. I hate the feeling when I am stuck at something and I can't figure a way out. Or rather, I am getting really lazy to think of a way out.

I have been typing ang typing non-stop for the last few weeks, making me feel like I'm so isolated from the outer world, with only myself and the big computer.Swt.

I don't classify this as procrastinating, but I somehow felt very tired. And I mean seriously tired. My brains just refuse to think now, and to think I still have 1000 more words to go in my business plan proposal. Right now, I just got so fed-up that I just totally dump the work one side.

RM5000 IS WAY NOT ENOUGH MAN.

I need prayers so that somehow I can replenish myself for more to come. Seriously, sometimes I just asked myself, "why am I even in this competition anyway?", with all my time gone just like that. If not for God, Alice's burning spirit and my friends who supported me I think I would request to quit lol.

But anyhow, IF we were to get the top 3, rest assured that money will be allocated for the supportive ones. And possibly, a new handphone too =)

It could be very near from now, but it could also end up very far in the end.

God knows.