Uncertainties

Nothing is definitely for sure in life.

Nothing is there for the taking without efforts.

Life is full of surprises everywhere, even i fell asleep in lecture for the FIRST TIME in college. At least 10 minutes =S The Claryn Syndrome is reaching me, if not spreading around lol. =P

That shows how tired am I recently. I never fell asleep in lectures before today, seriously. Somehow today my body succumbed to tiredness and if not for the can of Nescafe during the break, I think I can sleep in lecture until tomorrow morning. Swt.

It's not that I lack a lot of sleep, but I can feel that there is a sense of numbness inside me. The facings of the many assignments and preparations for the business plan competition makes me feel DARN BORED! Previously I'll be happy to keep myself busy, but now I admit i do not have the "fire" inside me like last semester.=S The raining figures inside the Chatterbox for FA1 alone are suicidal lol.

I don't know what to expect anymore. Tutorials were RARELY done, while I feel I'm kinda left behind in my studies. And with other commitments, especially the business plan, I'm worried about myself. Can I handle them? In my heart, a part of it says it's a chance to have something significant in life, while the other says I badly need a break. With the presentation looming, I'm even freaking out after listening to all the stories from the presentations last year. Unlike me to freak out, but yes I'm quite. Life seems uncertain to me suddenly.

But there's always this quote playing in my mind : anything can happen to you anytime, with God watching your every step. If you take life for granted, God will surely remind you of where you belong to.